.....I Want to Get Off!
FLYlady always says that I'm not behind, that I should just jump in where I am, but I feel like I'm always playing catch up with my life. And just when I feel like I'm kind of on top of something, something else pops up that I have to deal with immediately, causing everything else to get put off, yet again.
So I'll do what I usually do, the only thing I can figure out what to do: I'll fake it.
I will drop as many balls as I can manage. The mountain of paperwork may get bigger. The bills might go unpaid. And my weight? Forget about it! I'll transfer the rest to one hand for as long as possible while dealing with the flaming torches in the other hand. And I'll try to keep the pedals on the unicycle moving, for even if I want to just crawl into bed, under the covers, and hide, the moment I stop, even if it's just to take a breath, that's when everything will come crashing down all around me.